Hari 2: Siang Sengsara

BAHASA MELAYU

"Weh Arif, aku laparlah. Jom lepak kedai makan", ajak si Hakim yang masuk melulu ke bilik aku dengan hanya berseluar dalam kelabu tanpa corak lalu duduk di sisi katil tempat aku berbaring. Kemudian, dia menatap aku dengan senyuman di wajah sambil tangan kanannya menyentuh dada aku. Aku melihatnya dengan tatapan senang. 'Kringggggggggg', bunyi penggera dari telefon tuan aku mula berbunyi mengejutkan aku dari mimpi lena tadi. Terdengar bunyi katil berkeriut menandakan tuan aku sudah bangkit lalu lampu dibuka menerangi biliknya. Cahaya yang bersinar secara tiba-tiba menyilaukan sekejap pandangan aku lalu terasa kaki aku dialih dan dikangkang sebelum satu sepakan mengenai tepat kedua-dua telur aku yang kecut ke dalam membuatkan aku mengerang kesakitan. Lalu, tuan aku duduk di dada aku sambil melepaskan ikatan tangan dan menampar-nampar muka aku beberapa kali. "Bangun sial, berani kau tidur lagi. Bangun sembahyang Subuh lepas itu pergi beli sarapan macam biasa", arah tuan aku sambil menggenggam kuat kepala batang aku yang sudah menegang itu. Aku diberi kebenaran memakai pakaian lain yang diarahkan oleh tuan aku iaitu seluar pendek dan baju kemeja-T kelabu cair tanpa seluar dalam. Seusai sembahyang, aku pun terus ke kedai semalam untuk membeli sarapan. Kejadian semalam masih berlegar difikiran membuatkan aku berasa malu untuk ke sana lagi, namun aku tidak boleh bantah arahannya. Kalau tidak, pasti aku akan kena lebih teruk. Aku pun menghadap tuan kedai dengan tebal muka dan memesan makanan.

Sampai sahaja di halaman rumah, seperti biasa aku mula merangkak masuk ke rumah sambil plastik sarapan itu aku gigit sekali. Selesai sarapan itu aku hidangkan di atas meja, tuan aku pun turun dari biliknya ke meja makan, manakala aku menunggu makanan aku di atas lantai yang tidak beralas. Dari mula sehingga tuan aku sudah selesai bersarapan namun masih aku tidak diberi makan, tapi aku tetap setia menunggu di situ walaupun tuan aku sudah bangkit dari kerusi. "Kau tunggu apa lagi, pergilah kemas meja tu", arahnya lalu menendang perut sehingga aku tersungkur. "Baik, tuan", jawabku lalu berdiri membersihkan sisa-sisa yang ada di meja itu dalam keadaan sakit. Aku yang lapar cuba menyuapkan sisa-sisa makanan ke mulut namun sempat di tepis oleh tuan lalu dia menggenggam rambut aku sehingga aku terdongak dan beberapa das lempang dikenakan ke muka aku sehingga pipi mula kemerahan. "Ada aku suruh kau makan ke, anjing kurap. Berani kau ya", gertak mnya lalu menarik aku ke bilik air lalu air yang deras dari hos getah paip diarahkan tepat ke muka sehingga aku tercungap-cungap bernafas. Setelah itu, tuan aku pun mengarahkan aku semula untuk selesaikan meja makan itu. Aku yang mulai takut terus bergerak tanpa berlengah lagi.

"Aku kira sampai tiga, kalau kau tak sampai sini, nahas kau", arahnya lagi dari ruang tamu. Aku pun basuh pinggan dengan cepat namun, tidak sempat sampai. "Kau ni lembab ke sampai lambat kau datang, aku dah panggil kan", beberapa tamparan mengenai aku lagi sehingga pipi aku mulai berasa kebas kedua-dua belah. Lalu, aku disuruh berdiri dihadapannya sambil kaki aku dibuka luas. Dengan jari-jemari kakinya, dia menggesel-gesel rancak di bawahan telur aku yang masih berseluar itu. "Hari ni aku sangat senang hati. Hari yang aku tunggu-tunggu dah pun tiba", katanya lagi sambil satu senyuman jahat mulai terukir di bibirnya. Mendengarnya sahaja membuatkan aku lebih gementar apatah lagi dengan pandangan tajam darinya. Namun, usapannya di batang dan telur aku tidak dapat ku tahan maka berdirilah 'adik' aku itu. "Berani kau sangap tanpa kebenaran aku ya, anjing gemuk", amarahnya lalu satu sepakan mengenai tepat ke telur aku. Aku yang sedang berdiri mula jatuh berlutut kesenakan dek kerana seksaan secara tiba-tiba itu. "Ada aku suruh kau duduk ke sial", katanya sambil tangannya mengenggam rambut aku dan menarik ke atas sehingga aku terdongak lalu beberapa das tamparan dilepaskan ke pipi aku yang sudah merah tadi. "Arghhh, ampun tuan. Sakit tuan. Ampun", namun rayu aku tidak diendahkan lalu tarikan rambut itu membuatkan aku berdiri semula lalu kaki aku disepak sehingga terkangkang dan tangannya menggenggam batang aku yang keras. "Tangan dekat belakang kepala kau lah bangsat". "Ampun tuan", lalu aku mengangkat kedua-dua tangan aku sehingga menampakkan sedikit ketiak disebalik lengan baju itu. Belum sempat aku meraik nafas, satu tendangan dilepaskan lagi ke celah kangkang aku membuatkan lutut aku bergetar senak namun aku tetap kuatkan kaki berdiri. Melihat aku sebegitu, terukir lagi senyuman di bibirnya lalu sepakan demi sepakan dilepaskan ke arah telur aku. "Arghhh sakit tuan. Ampun tuan. Tolong tuan, anjing tak dapat tahan, arghhh", jeritku kesakitan yang teramat. "Rasakan anjing kurap", tumbukan pula dikenakan ke batang aku berkali-kali manakala, tangan kirinya menggenggam kuat telur aku. Sehinggalah terasa sesuatu termasuk ke dalam badan, rasanya yang amat sakit membuatkan aku tersungkur jatuh dan tangan aku dengan pantas memegang celahan itu. Melihat aku yang sedang menggelupur dan air mata yang sudah mengalir, dia mencekik leher aku sehibgga aku berdiri semula lalu melepaskan seluar pendek dan baju yang aku pakai. "Alahai, dah hilang dah satu telur kau. Alang-alang tu, terus mandulkan kau je la, hahaha", guraunya sambil memicit-micit pangkal kantung kulit telur aku. 'Pulp', kedengaran bunyi itu memeranjatkan aku dan kesakitan yang aku alami tadi sudah semakin kebah, akhirnya telur aku itu sudah turun semula ke dalam kantung kulit.

Setelah itu, aku ditolak jatuh ke atas sofa, yang mana kedua-dua tanganku diikat ke kaki belakang kerusi manakala kaki aku pula diikat di kaki depan dan depan badanku tersandar ke tempat penyandar kerusi menayangkan punggung aku yang hitam itu. Terasa kantung telur aku digenggam kuat dan beberapa lilitan mula dirasai di kedua-dua pangkal telur dan batangku yang sedikit kendur. Aku cuba melihat dari bawah dan ternyata betullah sangkaan aku yang celahan kangkang aku telah diikat ketat terus ke kaki meja kopi yang ada di situ. Ikatan-ikatan ini membuatkan aku terpenjara tanpa bebas di sofa tersebut. "Mulai sekarang ini, aku nak kau hiburkan aku sepuas-puasnya. Selagi aku tak puas, jangan harap kau dapat lepas. Faham tak, anjing bangang?", arah tuan aku sambil mula memain-mainkan alat-alat sebatan seperti tali pinggang dan rotan di belakang badan aku. "Haharm, huarn (faham, tuan)", jawabku yang sudah bersedia. 'Paaappp', satu libasan mengenai bawah belakang badan aku. Pada awalnya tidak terasa sakit, namun kelama-lamaan bisanya mulai terasa. Melihat aku yang masih diam, dia pun melepaskan beberapa sebatan lagi dan kali lebih kuat dari sebelumnya. 'Paaappp' 'paaappp' 'paappp', dianggarkan selepas lebih 40 sebatan, badan aku mulai berasa tidak selesa kerana pedih dan mengeliat setiap kali tali libasan itu mengenai kulitku. "Arghhh, aghun huarn. Hakhid huarn. Arghhh arghh (arghhhh, ampun tuan. Sakit tuan. Arghhh arghhh)", jeritku yang sama-samar. "Diam kau anjing, aku belum puaslah sial", lalu tali pengikat telur aku ditarik ke bawah menambahkan lagi kesengsaraan seksaan aku itu. Jeritan-jeritan yang diselangi dengan bunyian libasan memenuhi ruangan di ruang tamu yang sunyi itu. Beberapa kali rambut aku ditarik ke belakang untuk melihat raut wajah tuan aku yang keseronokan merosakkan tubuhku, kadang-kala diludahnya ke muka aku dan ada juga menampar-nampar kuat sehingga berdesing telinga aku sambil tali sebat semakin rancak mencederakan tubuh aku yang sudah kemerahan itu. Aku yang sudah tidak menahan lagi dengan libasan yang berterusan ke badan aku, menjerit sekuat hati aku sehingga membuatkan tuan aku agak terkejut dan menghentikan sekejap seksaan itu. "Alahai, kesian dia sakit sampai menangis macam bayi", katanya lalu menggenggam dagu aku dengan agak kasar lalu berkata lagi "Ni baru permulaan, banyak lagi yang kau akan rasa nanti. Jangan bazirkan air mata kau dekat sini". Kemudian, dia mula menyebat lagi dan kali ini ke arah bontot aku. 'Pappp' 'pappp' ' pappp', bunyi paluan yang lebih kuat dan padat menghinggap ke punggung aku. Terkemut-kemut lubang bontot aku dan kelihatan otot-otot di bontot aku menggigil kesakitan yang sakit walaupun aku selalu disebat sebegitu sebelum ini. Aku mula menghentak-hentak menahan kepedihan sebatan itu sehingga sofa itu turut bergerak-gerak dari tempat asalnya. Aku juga memandang tuan aku dengan pandangan simpati dan merayu untuk berhenti, malah semakin kuat dan kerap pula libasan itu aku rasai. Aku berasa lebih baik aku mati sahaja daripada menahan sengsara sewaktu itu.

Setelah itu, tuan aku membuka ikatan di kaki dan tangan dan kali ini badan aku pula diikat semula menghadap ke arahnya, memperlihatkan ketiak berbulu halus dan batang kendurku yang masih diselubungi hutan bulu yang tebal. Telur aku dicengkam lagi dan pada masa yang sama, dia juga menayangkan alat sebatan kepadaku. Aku pada waktu itu sudah pasrah dan rela sahaja diperlakukan seperti hamba seksaan, memang itu selayaknya yang aku terima dek kerana pilihan aku ini. Badan aku yang sudah hilang kekuatan untuk melawan diseksa lagi dengan sebatan-sebatan yang dilepaskan olehnya. Sakit memanglah sakit, namun aku sudah tidak terdaya dan hanya mampu mengalirkan air mata aku sahaja sebagai tindak balas penyeksaan itu. 'Pappp' 'pappp' 'pappp', dada dan perut aku mulai terasa bahang dan panas setelah ratusan libasan aku terima. Aku cuba menunduk melihat badan-badan aku yang kemerahan dan beberapa kesan lebam biru juga mulai kelihatan. Tanpa sedar, tuan aku sudah pun menyepit kedua-dua puting aku dengan sepit, yang mana penyepit itu telah juga disambungkan pada tali yang mengikat telur aku. Dengan itu, senanglah tuan aku untuk menyeksa kedua-dua puting dan telur aku secara serentak. Pukulan demi pukulan yang aku terima mulai tidak aku rasa, malah mata aku juga semakin kabur dan akhirnya aku terpengsan di atas sofa tersebut. 'Splash', air sejuk disimbah secara mengejut ke arah aku sehingga aku kembali sedar. "Aduh, aku pengsan rupanya", bisikku dalam hati lalu aku cuba untuk bergerak tapi terbatas. Tatkala mata aku sudah mulai jelas nelihat, barulah aku tahu yang masih terikat di sofa tadi. Tuan aku yang sedang memegang baldi elok tegak berdiri di hadapan aku. "Dah sedar ya, anjing sial. Sekarang bukan masanya untuk kau rehat", katanya selepas melemparkan baldi ke tepi. Lalu, puting dan telur aku ditarik kuat sehingga badan aku ternaik ke atas untuk beberapa saat. Selepas itu, penyepit itu terus dicabutnya dengan tiba-tiba dan tuan aku dengan pantas mencubit pula dengan jarinya dan beberapa kali dipulas sehingga aku menjerit sakit yang teramat sangat. Jeritan itu mampu didengari sehingga ke luar rumah, lalu dengan pantas dia menampar aku agar diam.

Ikatan tangan dan kaki telah dilepaskan dan aku ditendang sehingga jatuh ke lantai. Belum sempat aku bangun semula, 'pappp' satu libasan mengenai bontot aku yang kemerahan lagi. "Cepat merangkaklah, anjing. Pergi bersihkan badan kau yang jijik tu. Jangan lupa bersihkan sofa tu, basah sudah kau buat", arahnya sambil menyebat aku lagi sehinggalah aku sampai ke bilik air. Air pancuran mula mengalir ke badan aku mengenai luka-luka sebatan, terasa amat menyengat pedihnya luka-luka itu, apatah lagi dikenakan pula sabun mandi. Namun, aku tetap berusaha membersihkan daki-daki peluh yang masih melekat. Entah kenapa aku terduduk dengan tiba-tiba, sepertinya kaki aku sudah hilang kekuatan untuk menampung badan aku. Air mata jantan aku juga mula mengalir lagi di pipi bercampur dengan air mandian itu. "Weh anjing, kau apa hal mandi lama-lama? Jangan sampai aku masuk dalam, mati kau aku kerjakan", jerit tuan aku dari luar, lalu dengan pantas aku habiskan mandian aku dn keringkan diri sebelum merangkak ke tuan aku yang sudah berdiri di tengah-tengah ruang tamu itu sambil memegang tali tambat di tangannya. Rantai leher dipasang lalu dia menyentak agar mengikutnya keluar dalam keadaan bogel itu. Sampai sahaja di belakang rumah, terdapat sebuah perigi buta yang sudah agak lama diperbuat dari batu-bata yang penuh dengan lumut dan kulat. Tangan aku diikat kedua-duanya lalu aku diarahkan untuk turun ke dalam perigi itu. Tali panjang disambungkan dengan ikatan tangan aku lalu ditambat di sebuah pokok yang berdekatan sehingga tangan aku terangkat ke atas dan badan aku tidak dapat duduk kerana ikatan itu. "Sekarang kau duduk sini diam-diam. Keluarga aku nak datang rumah, jangan pandai-pandai nak buat bising kalau kau tak nak mati dalam tu", gertaknya lalu menutup perigi itu dengan papan terpakai sehingga seluruh suasana di dalam itu gelap gelita. Aku yang kelaparan, keletihan dan masih sakit badan hanya mampu menunggu tuan aku kembali mengambil aku semula. Sementara itu, aku kuatkan semangat untuk terus hidup di dalam lubang terbiar itu.

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"Hey Arif, I'm hungry. Let's hang out at the restaurant", Hakim invited, who entered my room wearing only gray underwear without a pattern and sat on the side of the bed where I was lying. Then, he looked at me with a smile on his face while his right hand touched my chest. I looked at him with a happy look. 'Kringgggggggg', the sound of the alarm from my master's phone started ringing, startling me from my sleep. I heard the sound of the bed creaking, indicating that my master had woken up and the light was turned on to illuminate his room. The light shining suddenly dazzled my vision for a moment and then I felt my legs being moved and straddling before a kick hit both of my balls which shriveled inwards making me moan in pain. Then, my master sat on my chest while untying my hands and slapped my face several times. "Wake up damn it, dare you to sleep again. Wake up, go prayer and buy breakfast as usual", directed my master while firmly grasping the head of my cock which was already strained. I was given permission to wear other clothes that my master instructed, which are shorts and a light gray T-shirt without underwear. After praying, I went to the stall yesterday to buy breakfast. Yesterday's incident is still lingering in my mind, making me feel ashamed to go there again, but I can't object his instructions. If not, I will definitely get worse. I faced the owner of the shop with an embarrassed face and ordered our food.

As soon as I got to the front yard, as usual I started crawling into the house while biting the plastic breakfast. After breakfast I served it on the table, my master went down from his room to the dining table, while I waited for my food on the bare floor. From the beginning until my master had finished breakfast but still I was not fed, but I remained faithfully waiting there even though my master had risen from the chair. "What are you waiting for, go clean the table", he directed and kicked me in the stomach until I fell down. "Yes, sir", I replied and stood up to clean the leftovers on the table in pain. I, who was hungry, tried to feed the leftover food into my mouth but was brushed aside by the master and he grabbed my hair so that I stood up and several slaps were done to my face until my cheeks started to turn red. "Did I told you to eat, dirty dog. How dare you", he angered and pulled me to the bathroom, then the rushing water from the rubber hose of the pipe was directed straight to my face until I gasped for breath. After that, my master ordered me again to finish cleaning the dining table. I  started to be afraid and continued to walk there without further delay.

"I count to three, if you don't get here, you're in trouble", he said again from the living room. I washed the dishes quickly, but I didn't have time to get there. "You're so slow that you came here late, I already called you", several slaps hit me again until my cheeks started to feel numb on both sides. Then, I was told to stand in front of him with my legs wide open. With his toes, he rubs briskly under my balls which are still in pants. "Today I am very happy. The day I have been waiting for has arrived", he said again as an evil smile began to appear on his lips. Just hearing it made me more nervous not to mention the sharp look from him. However, I couldn't resist when he rubbing his foot on my penis and balls, so my 'little brother' stood up. "How dare you tense up your dick without my permission, you fat dog", he was angry and then a kick hit my balls. I who was standing started to fall to my knees because of the sudden torture. "I told you to stand up," he said while his hands grabbed my hair and pulled me up until I looked up and several slaps were done on my red cheeks. "Arghhh, forgive me. It hurts me. Forgive me", but my pleas were ignored and the pull of the hair made me stand up again and my legs were kicked until my legs wide open and his hands gripped my hard cock. "The hands behind your head, bastard". "Forgive me sir", then I raised both my hands to reveal a little armpit behind the sleeve of the shirt. Before I could catch my breath, another kick was done onto my crotch, making my knees shaking, but I still managed to stand up. Seeing me like that, a smile appeared on his lips and he kicked and kicked towards my balls. "Arghhh it hurts sir. Forgive me sir. Please sir, dog can't take it, arghhh", I screamed in extreme pain. "Feel that, shitty dog", punches were done to my cock many times while, his left hand gripped my balls tightly. Until I felt something enter my body, it felt so painful that I fell down and my hands quickly grabbed the gap. Seeing me struggling and the tears already flowing, he strangled my neck as I stood up again and took off the shorts and shirt I was wearing. "Oh my, one of your balls is already gone. Let me neutered you right now, hahaha", he joked while squeezing the base of my eggshell pouch. 'Pulp', the sound surprised me and the pain I experienced earlier was getting worse, finally my egg had descended back into the scrotum pouch.

After that, I was pushed down onto the couch, where both my hands were tied to the back legs of the chair while my legs were tied to the couch front legs and the front of my body leaned against the back of the chair showing my dark butt. I felt my ball sacs being gripped tightly and a few twists began to be felt at both the base of the balls and my slightly sagging dick. I tried to look from below and it turned out that my guess was correct as the gap between my crotch had been tightly tied directly to the leg of the coffee table that was there. These bonds kept me imprisoned without free to move on the sofa. "From now on, I want you to entertain me. As long as I'm not satisfied, don't expect you to get away. Do you understand, naughty dog?", directed my master as he started playing with whipping tools such as belts and canes behind my body "Haharm, huarn (understood, sir)", I answered as I was ready. 'Paaappp', a slap hit my back. At first it doesn't feel painful, but eventually it usually starts to feel. Seeing that I was still silent, he unleashed a few more blows and more stronger than before. 'Paaappp' 'paaappp' 'paappp', estimated after more than 40 strokes, my body started to feel uncomfortable because it hurt and twitched every time the rope hit my skin. "Arghhh, aghun huarn. Hakhid huarn. Arghhh arghh (arghhhh, sorry sir. Its pain,sir. Arghhh arghhh)", I screamed vaguely. "Shut up, dog, I'm not satisfied yet, damn it", then the string that tied my egg was pulled down, adding to the misery of my torture. Screams interspersed with the sound of slaps filled the quiet living room. Several times my hair was pulled back to see the look on my master's face who was enjoying ruining my body, sometimes he spat on my face and sometimes he slapped me so hard that my ears buzzed while the whipping rope became more and more violent to injure my already reddened body. I, who couldn't hold back anymore with the continuous licks on my body, screamed as hard as I could so that my master was a little surprised and stopped the torture for a moment. "Auwww, it's a pity he's so in painful that he's crying like a baby", he said and grabbed my chin quite roughly and said again "This is just the beginning, you'll feel a lot more later. Don't waste your tears around here". Then, he started whipping again and this time towards my ass. 'Pappp' 'pappp' 'pappp', the sound of a stronger and denser whipping hit my back. My ass hole was writhing and the muscles in my ass could be seen shaking in pain even though I had always been whipped like that before. I started stomping to resist the pain of the whipping until the sofa also moved from its original place. I also looked at my master with a look of sympathy and begged him to stop, however, the stronger and more often I felt the caresses. I felt it would be better for me to just die than endure the misery at that time.

After that, my master untied my legs and hands and this time my body was tied again facing him, revealing my hairy armpits and my sagging cock which was still covered in a thick forest of hairs. My balls were grabbed again and at the same time, he also showed me the whipping tool. At that time, I had given up and was willing to be treated like a tortured slave, that's what I deserved because of my choice. My body, which had lost the strength to fight, was tortured again with the lashes unleashed by him. Pain is pain, but I am helpless and can only shed my tears as a response to the torture. 'Pappp' 'pappp' 'pappp', my chest and stomach started to feel warm and hot after the hundreds of whipping I received. I tried to look down to see my red bodies and some blue bruises also started to appear. Unknowingly, my master had already clamped both my nipples with clamps, which clamps had also been connected to the string that tied my balls. With that, it was easy for my master to torture both my nipples and balls simultaneously. I started to feel the blow after blow, and my eyes were getting blurry and finally I passed out on the sofa. 'Splash', cold water was suddenly splashed towards me until I regained consciousness. "Ouch, I passed out", I whispered in my heart then I tried to move but cannot. When my eyes started to see clearly, then I knew who was still tied on the sofa. My master who was holding a nice bucket stood upright in front of me. "You're awake, damn dog. Now is not the time for you to rest", he said after throwing the bucket aside. Then, my nipples and balls were pulled so hard that my body went up for a few seconds. After that, the clamps continued to be pulled out suddenly and my master quickly pinched again with his fingers and twisted several times until I screamed in excruciating pain. The screams could be heard all the way outside the house, then he quickly slapped me to shut up.

The hand and foot ties were released and I was kicked to the floor. I haven't had time to wake up again, 'pappp' a whip on my red ass again. "Crawl quickly, dog. Go clean your disgusting body. Don't forget to clean the sofa, it's already wet", he directed while whipping me again until I reached the bathroom. The shower started to flow over my body and reach the whipping wounds, it felt very stinging, especially with the soap. However, I still tried, cleaning my body. I don't know why I sat down suddenly, it seems that my legs have lost the strength to support my body. My tears also started to flow down my cheeks again mixed with the bath water. " Hey dog, why taking a long shower? Don't let me go inside, I'll kill you", shouted my master from outside, then I quickly finished my bath and dried myself before crawling to my master who was already standing in the middle of the living room while holding the rope in his hand. The neck chain was put on and he jerked me to follow him out naked. Just behind the house, there was a abandoned well that had been made of bricks for a long time and was full of moss and fungus. My hands were tied and I was ordered to down into the well. A long rope was connected to my hand tie and tied to a nearby tree so that my hand was lifted up and my body could not sit because of the tie. "Now you sit here quietly. My family wants to come home, don't be smart about making noise if you don't want to die in there", he directed and covered the well with a used board so that the whole inside was pitch black. I, who was hungry, tired and still sick, could only waiting for my master to come back to take me back. Meanwhile, I strengthened my spirit to continue living in that abandoned hole.

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