Maruah Digadai Demi Arahan

BAHASA MELAYU

Dikala malam hujung minggu yang sunyi, aku hanya melepak seorang diri di dalam bilik kolejku. Aku memenuhi perutku dengan makan malam sambil melayani filem aksi di komputer ribaku untuk memenuhi kebosananku. Teman sebilikku jarang ada di bilik, terlalu sibuk bermain permainan atas talian bersama kawannya di bilik lain. Tapi, bagusnya tak ada lah dia orang berbuat bising di sini. Aman dan tenang hidupku. Kadang-kadang aku juga menjenguk ke luar jendela bilikku waktu-waktu petangnya, saja mencuci mata melihat abang-abang dan adik-adik kacak dan sado bersenam. Memang bikin sangap melihat mereka lencun berkeringatan. Kadang-kadang aku senyap-senyap ambil gambar mereka untuk diriku. "Alangkah bagusnya kalau dia orang berseluar sahaja, barulah syok cuci mata", bisikku di dalam hati.

Sedang asyik melayani filem, "Ting" bunyi pemberitahuan di telefonku. Terpampar nama "Shahril" di paparan skrin. Ku ingatkan dia masih lagi sibuk bekerja, ya lah dia sendiri memberitahuku waktu kerjanya yang tidak menentu. Sebab itu, kita orang jarang dapat berbual dan bernakalan sesama sendiri. Seperti biasa, dia mesej bertanyakan khabarku, mengenai hariku dan sebagainya. Dia juga memberitahuku yang dia baru sahaja dapat beberapa hari cuti dari kerjanya. Agak terujalah aku mendengarnya, bolehlah beradegan nakal-nakal lagi bersama, melunaskan nafsu yang sudah lama tertunggak. Malah, dia juga kebosanan di rumahnya sewaktu cutinya itu. Dengan pantas, dia mengajakku beradegan lagi dengannya. Dia sudah lama tidak merasa dihina dan diseksa seperti sebelum ni, rindu katanya. Malah, dia juga mahu adegan yang lebih mengujakan dari sebelumnya. Aku dengan hati yang terbuka bersetuju sahaja tanpa membuang masa. Hilanglah fokus aku untuk melihat filem yang sudah berjalan itu. "Nantilah aku sambung" bisikku dalam hati lalu menjedanya.

Puas otak aku memikirkan mengenai adegan yang lebih padu dan mencabar seperti yang dia inginkan. Lalu, terlintas difikiranku tentang adegan yang sudah lama aku impikan. "Aku nak kau pakai kain je sekarang tanpa seluar dalam, cepat", arahku dan juga menyuruhnya mengambil gambar dia berpakaian seperti itu dalam posisi "expose" di kawasan luar rumahnya. Pada mulanya dia agak terkejut dengan arahan itu, namun dengan pantas dia menurut sahaja tanpa bantahan. Melihat gambarnya bikin koteku mula membangun dan berdenyut-denyut. Bayangkan badannya yang agak segak "fit" itu hanya berkain sarung pelikat, malah ia juga sedikit longgar sehingga londeh sedikit menampakkan bulu ari-ari di bawah perutnya itu. Walaupun bulu-bulu di ketiaknya itu tidaklah selebat mana, namun sedikit sebanyak menjadikan tubuhnya lebih seksi dan mengancam nafsu sesiapa yang melihatnya.

Selepas puas melihat gambarnya itu, aku terus membuat panggilan video langsung dengannya dan menyuruhnya untuk merangkak di kawasan itu. Lalu, dia meletakkan telefonnya bersandarkan pada satu pohon besar yang berdekatan dan dia pun merangkak dari tempat yang jauh sedikit ke arah pohon itu. Setelah itu, aku menyuruhnya merangkak semula ke tempat mula itu dan diulang-ulang arahan itu, maka berulang aliklah dia merangkak dari pohon ke tempat mula dan kembali semula ke pohon itu. Beberapa kali juga dia mengerang kesakitan, ya lah sudahlah merangkak di atas jalan tar, malah kerap kali tersadung kain pelikatnya ketika merangkak. Namun, aku tidak merasa kasihan malah seronok tengok dia sebegitu sakit ketika itu. Setelah melihat dia kelelahan, aku menyuruhnya berhenti dan berada dalam posisi berlutut. Kelihatan juga titis-titis peluh keringat mengalir di badan dan menitik dari dahinya. Makin terlondeh pelikatnya, hampir-hampir menampakkan pangkal batangnya. Apatah lagi dia memperlihatkan bahagian belakang badannya, jelas kelihatan lurah punggungnya.

Dalam rancak bervideo, tanpa disangka, ada sebuah motor yang menghampiri ke arahnya. Dengan pantas dia menyorok ke belakang semak yang berdekatan. Apabila keadaan dah selamat, dia keluar dan meminta maaf kepadaku. Aku okay sahaja tapi aku berpura-pura marah padanya kerana melanggar arahan. Tunduk merayu dia memohon maaf, namun aku tolak. "Sebab kau sudah langgar arahan aku, aku akan hukum kau sekarang juga, anjing sial", bentakku sedikit padahal sengaja aku berbuat demikian. Dengan rasa bersalah, dia pun bersetuju dan rela untuk dihukum olehku. Aku pun tersenyum lebar kerana dapat menyeksanya lebih lagi. Tanpa membuang masa, aku mengarahkannya untuk bogel sepenuhnya, manakala kainnya itu ku suruh dilemparkan ke semak itu. Dengan perlahan-lahan, dia melucutkan pelikatnya ke bawah sehingga menampakkan seluruh batangnya yang dikerumuni bulu-bulu ari-arinya itu. Lalu, dia mencampakkan kain itu ke semak yang dia menyorok tadi.

Kelihatan dia menggigil kesejukan di temani lampu jalan sahaja untuk meneranginya di kala malam yang gelita. Sebagai pemanas badan, aku mengarahkannya untuk tekan tubi 100 kali di atas itu, lantas dia melakukannya diselangi dengan kiraan. Tidak setakat itu sahaja, dia juga disuruh melakukan senaman lompat bintang dan "squat" dengan kiraan yang sama. Seronok aku mendengar desahan nafasnya yang menahan letih ketika itu. Kadang-kala aku menyuruhnya buat semula, kelihatanlah mukanya yang letih bercampur tidak puas hati itu saat dia memandangku. Aku pula membalasnya dengan senyuman sinis.

Setelah pemanas badan sudah selesai, maka bermulalah adegan utama. Dengan dia keletihan, aku mengarahkannya mencari ranting kayu yang kukuh dengan segera. "Setiap minit kau lambat, aku akan tambah bilangan seksaan kau, faham tak anjing", ugutku dengan kepuasan. Terkial-kial dia mencari kayu yang seperti aku inginkan. Beberapa kali juga dia aku marahi dan hina saat dia gagal membawanya. Tiga minit berlalu baru dia berhasil kayu itu. Aku apa lagi, terus menyuruhnya menyebat dadanya sendiri menggunakan kayu itu. "Pap pap pap pap", bunyi sebatannya itu diselangi dengan desahan kesakitan. "Kuat lagi, anjing bodoh", arahku. Semakin kuat bunyi sebatan itu, semakin kuat jeritannya ku dengari. Tanpa henti, dia terus-menerus menyeksa dadanya yang agak bidang dan berisi itu. Beberapa kali juga dia merayu untuk berhenti, namun aku membentaknya semula sambil menghina dirinya yang hina itu. "Ampun tuan, dada anjing sakit tuan", rayunya, namun aku tidak menghiraukannya. Selepas puas melihat dada dan kedua-dua putingnya kemerahan, aku memaksanya pula untuk menyebat perutnya tanpa henti. Dengan akur, dia menuruti sahaja arahanku dalam keadaan dirinya yang letih bercampur pedih sebatan tadi.

"Arghh sss aarghhhh, sakit tuan, ampun tuan, ss arrghhhh, maaf tuan", pohonnya yang semakin tidak dapat menahan hukumannya itu. Merah diperutnya juga semakin terang dan beberapa kesan sebatan sudah mula menonjol di dada dan perutnya itu. Batangnya yang tegang tadi mulai layut semula. Kemudian, aku menghentikan hukuman itu setelah perutnya sudah mula lebam sedikit. Namun seksaan masih lagi berjalan, aku lantas menyuruhnya menggentel-gentel kedua-dua putingnya itu supaya dia batangnya kembali menegang dan sangap semula. Sakit, geli dan sangap saling silih berganti, itulah apa yang dia rasakan, maka semakin kembanglah kepala batangnya dan akhirnya tegak lurus menegang semula. Setelah menegang, aku mengarahkannya untuk menyebat punggungnya pula. Terlihat wajahnya yang sudah keletihan, pudar sudah senyumannya yang terukir tadi. Dengat kekuatan yang masih tersisa, dia memulakan sebatan ke punggunnya. Bunyi sebatan memecah kesunyian malam. Sebatan demi sebatan menghinggap punggungnya sambil dia menahan kepedihan. Air mata jantannya mulai sedikit mengalir bercampur dengan keringat di pipinya. Tiada rehat di antara sebatan, hanya diselangi dengan jeritan kesakitan yang lemah terlahir dari mulutnya. Selama 30 minit dirinya menahan kesakitan di punggungnya, aku sudah berasa puas dan menamatkan hukumannya malam ini. "Terima kasih, tuan", syukurnya sambil terduduk keletihan. Penuh kemerahan dan kesan luka sebatan di dada, perut dan punggungnya, ada juga yang sudah mula lebam. Berasa kasihan pun ada melihat dirinya seperti itu. "Adakah aku terlalu berlebihan menyeksanya?", "Adakah dia akan membenciku kerana ini?", fikirku diselubungi dengan perasaan bersalah.

Pada keesokkan malamnya, dia menghantar mesej padaku. Seperti biasa, bertanya khabarku, makan minumku semua. Dengan perasan bersalah, aku pun bertanya mengenai perasaannya semalam. Dia amat berterima kasih padaku atas seksaan dan penghinaan yang diterimanya semalam. Ujarnya, tidak pernah dia diperlakukan dan disakiti seperti itu sebelum ini. "Walaupun anjing kesakitan dan pedih satu badan, namun arahan tuan adalah wajib. Anjing sanggup menerimanya dengan rela walaupun sakitnya anjing tanggung uat masa yang lama", katanya. Aku yang membacanya sangat terharu dan berasa bertuah dapat kawan dan anjing sepertinya. "Ada masa nanti kita beradegan lebih menyeksakan lagi, hahaha", gurauku padanya. Malah, dia tidak sabar untuk dianjing-anjingkan lebih dari itu. Tersenyum aku keseorangan di bilik melihat tindak balasnya itu.

M.N.A_97

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On a quiet weekend night, I just hang out alone in my room. I had a dinner while watching an action movies on my laptop to spend my leisure time. My roommate is rarely in the room, too busy playing online games with his friend in the other room. But, the good thing is that there are no people making noise here. My life is peaceful and calm. Sometimes I also look out the window of my room in the evening and see the handsome and fit male students exercising there. It's amazing to see them drenched in sweat. Sometimes I quietly take their pictures for myself. "It would be nice if they only wore pants, it would be exciting to watch", I whispered myself.

While enjoying a movie, 'ting', there was a notification sound on my phone. The name "Shahril" is displayed on the screen. As I remember that he was still busy working, yes, he himself told me about his uncertain working hours. That's why, we  are rarely able to chat and be naughty with each other. As usual, he messages asking how I am, about my day and so on. He also told me that he just got a few days off from work. I'm quite excited to hear that, we can be naughty again together, satisfy our long-overdue lust. In fact, he was also bored at home during his vacation. Quickly, he asked me to have session with him again. It's been a long time since he felt insulted and tortured like before, he misses it. In fact, he also wanted a more exciting scene than before. I agreed with an open heart . It made me lost focus to see the movie that was already running. "I'll watching it later" I thought and paused the movie.

I am busy thought about a more cohesive and challenging scene as he wanted just now. Then, I thought of a scene that I had been dreaming about for a long time. "I want you to wear sarong only now without underwear, quickly", I directed and also told him to take a picture of him dressed like that in an "exposed" position outside his house. At first he was quite surprised about my order, but he quickly obeyed without protest. Seeing the picture made my dick tense up and pulsate. Imagine his body that is quite "fit" is only wearing a sarong, and it is also a little loose as it shows a little bit of hairs just under her stomach. Even though the hairs in his armpits are not that thick, they make his body more sexier and threaten the lust of anyone who sees him.

After I was satisfied with his picture, I proceeded to make a live video call with him and told him to crawl in the area. Then, he placed his phone against a big tree nearby and he crawled from a place that was quite far away towards the tree. After that, I told him to crawl back to the starting place and the instructions were repeated, so he crawled back and forth from the tree to the starting place and back to the tree again. He also moaned in pain several times as he was already crawling on the tar road, and often tripped over his sarong while crawling. However, I didn't feel sorry, I was happy to see him in such pain at that time. After seeing that he was exhausted, I told him to stop and be in a kneeling position. You can  see drops of sweat running down his body and dripping from his forehead. The sarong become more loosing and nearly exposed his upper manhood. He also showed the back of his body, clearly showing his buttock's cleft.

During our live video call, unexpectedly, there is a motorbike approaching towards him. He quickly hid behind a nearby bush. When the situation was safe, he came out and apologized to me. I was okay but I pretended to be mad at him for breaking the order. He bowed and begging  to apologize, but I refused. "Because you have violated my order, I will punish you right now, damn dog", I snapped a little even though I did it on purpose. Feeling guilty, he agreed and was willing to be punished by me. I smiled widely because I could torture him even more. Without wasting time, I ordered him to be completely naked, while I ordered his sarong to be thrown into the bush. Slowly, he took off the sarong down to reveal his entire 'Johnson' which was covered with the hairs. Then, he threw the sarong to the bush where he was hiding earlier.

It looks like he was shivering in the cold, under the street lights that illuminate him in the dark night. As a warm-up, I instructed him to do 100 push-ups on top of that, which he did interspersed with counts. Not only that, he was also told to do the star jump exercise and "squat" with the same count. I enjoyed listening to his tired sighs at that time. Sometimes I tell him to do it again, his face looks tired mixed with dissatisfaction when he looks at me. I replied with a cynical smile.

After the warm-up is over, the main scene begins. As he is in exhausted, I ordered him to find a strong wooden branch immediately. "Every minute you are late, I will increase the number of your tortures, do you understand, dog?", I threatened him. He hobbled around looking for the kind of wood I wanted. I also got angry and insulted him several times when he failed to bring it. Three minutes passed before he managed to get the stick. Then, I told him to whip his own chest with the stick. 'Pap' 'pap' 'pap', the sound of his whipping was interspersed with groans of pain. "Harder, you stupid dog", I directed. The louder the whipping sound, the louder I heard his screams. He continued to torture her rather flat and plump chest without stopping. Several times he begged to stop, but I snapped at him again while insulting his humble self. "Please sir, my chest hurts, sir", he pleaded, but I ignored him. After being satisfied with seeing her chest and both nipples being red, I forced her to whip her stomach, again without stopping. Agreeing, he just obeyed my instructions in his tired state mixed with the pain of whipping earlier.

"Arghh sss aarghhhh, it hurts sir. Please sir, ss arrghhhh. Please, sir", he pleaded as he couldn't bear the punishment. The red in his stomach is also getting brighter and some of the whip marks have started to stand out on his chest and stomach. The dick that was tense earlier began to wither again. Then, I stopped the punishment after his stomach started to bruise a little. But the torture was still going on, I then told him to rub both of his nipples so that he would tense up his cock again. Pain, pleasure and pain alternated, that's what he felt, then the head of his manhood expanded and finally stretched straight again. After tensing up, I ordered him to whip his back as well. You can see his tired face, his smile that was engraved earlier has faded. Using what strength was still left, he began to whip her back. The sound of whipping broke the silence of the night. Whipping after whipping hit his back as he held back the pain. His tears began to flow slightly mixed with sweat on his cheeks. There was no rest between the blows, only interspersed with weak screams of pain coming from his mouth. For 30 minutes he endured the pain in his back, I was satisfied and ended his punishment tonight. "Thank you, sir", he gratefully sat down exhausted. Full of redness and whiplash marks on his chest, stomach and back, some have already begun to bruise. Feeling sorry to see him like that. "Am I torturing him too much?", "Will he hate me for this?", my thought filled with guilt.

The next night, he texted me. As usual, asking how I am, eating and drinking and else. With the feeling of guilty, I asked him about his feelings on that session yesterday. He was very grateful to me for the torture and humiliation he received yesterday. He said, he had never been treated and hurt like that before. "Even if slave is in pain and aching in each part of the body, but the master's command is mandatory. Slave is willing to accept it willingly even though I need to endure the pain for a long time", he said. I read it and felt very moved and lucky to have friend and dog like him. "There will be a time when we will have a more torturous scene, hahaha", I joked to him. In fact, he can't wait to be enslaved more than that. I smiled alone in the room seeing his reaction.

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