Hari 2: Malam Merana

BAHASA MELAYU

Cahaya mentari yang menembusi lubang-lubang kecil pada kayu penutup itu semakin hilang cerahnya. Badanku sudah letih berdiri sepanjang petang itu tanpa henti dan mataku mulai kuyu kepenatan. Badanku yang kering pada mulanya sudah basah kuyup disirami keringat-keringat yang rancak mengalir di serata tubuhku. Beberapa minit telah berlalu sejak aku terdengar laungan azan yang samar-samar bunyinya, mungkin telah masuk waktu Asar pada waktu itu. Walaupun begitu, aku masih menunggu dan berharap yang tuan aku mengeluarkan aku semula secepatnya. Dalam perigi itu sungguh sunyi sehingga aku dapat mendengar derapan tapak kaki yang semakin menghampiri tempat ini. Bunyian kayu diangkat muncul dari atas seiring dengan cahaya yang mulai menerangi dalam perigi itu. Aku mendongak ke atas dan terlihat tuan aku yang sedang menongkat tangannya di tembok perigi sambil melihat aku dengan senyuman sinis. "Selamat petang, anjingku. Seronok dapat rehat dalam ni? Apa, kau nak duduk lama lagi? Boleh sangat, malam nanti aku jenguk kau lagi tau", perlinya sambil memaling beberapa biji batu dan ranting kecil ke arah aku. Aku yang mendengar itu terus memohon berulang-kali untuk dinaikkan semula dari situ. Malah, makin banyak pula batu-batuan kecil mulai menghujani badan aku sehingga aku menundukkan kepala agar tidak mengenai mukaku., Namun aku tidak henti-henti merayu padanya. Tidak lama selepas itu, terasa ikatan di tanganku ditarik ke atas dan badan aku mulai diheret ke atas, malah bergesel pula dinding-dinding batu dengan belakang badan aku, namun aku biarkan sahaja kerana yang lebih penting adalah terlepas dari situ.

Sampai sahaja di atas, terus dia menggenggam kuat rambut aku lalu direntap sehingga badan aku jatuh ke tanah, lalu dia menarik semula tali itu sehingga aku terseret ke tepi rumahnya. Lalu, tuan aku membuka paip air lalu menyiram aku dengan kuat, kotoran tanah yang melekat di badan aku pun mulai terluncur jatuh sampailah badan aku bersih semuanya. "Kau pergi sembahyang dulu dekat dalam, dah habis merangkak balik ke pintu depan sana, faham?", arah tuanku dengan tegas. Aku pun dengan pantas bergegas ke dalam dan menyelesaikan hal-hal yang perlu dan setelah itu, aku pun menunggu tuan aku di pintu itu dengan setia dengan ditemani dengan bunyian keroncong dari perutku yang kelaparan. Tak lama kemudian, tuan aku pulang ke rumah dan menyerahkan satu beg plastik kepada aku setelah dia turun dari motornya. " Kau pakai ni sekarang, lepas tu ikut aku", arahnya lagi. "Ke mana, tuan?", soalku dengan tiba-tiba. Lantas, satu tamparan kuat mengenai pipi kiriku sehingga aku terpaling ke kanan. "Kau jangan banyak tanyalah, anjing kurap. Kau ikut je, sial", marahnya. Terasa ingin menangis namun aku tahankan sahaja lalu dengan pantas memakaikan pakaian yang aku kenali, ya itulah baju yang pernah aku pakai dan dipermalukan oleh tuan aku di khalayak ramai. Aku pun mulai berfikir bukan-bukan dan takut akan dipermalukan lagi, tapi aku tetap menyarungnya dengan cepat sebelum aku dimarahinya lagi. Setelah itu, aku pun membonceng motor yang dibawanya keluar dari kampung itu.

Langit yang jingga kemerahan sudah pun malap sepenuhnya, namun kami masih lagi tidak sampai ke destinasi yang tuan aku tujui. Dari jalan besar ke jalan bertanah merah, dari jalan yang mendatar ke jalan yang membukit sehinggalah tiada bangunan-bangunan sepanjang perjalanan itu, hanya dipenuhi pepohon yang lebat tumbuhnya. Akhirnya, tuan aku pun menghentikan motornya di tempat yang agak sunyi lalu menarik tali rantai leherku untuk mendaki lereng bukit yang berdekatan sehinggalah kami tiba di tanah yang datar dan terlihat di bawah cahaya rembulan penuh, satu pondok kecil yang diperbuat daripada kayu-kayu yang tersusun rapi di sekelilingnya dan dedaun kering di atapnya. Aku fikir yang tuan aku menarik aku ke pondok itu namun sangkaan aku meleset kerana kami sedang menuju ke pokok besar yang berdekatan di situ. Dengan tali sambung yang masih terikat dengan tali ikatan tanganku, dia mencampakkannya ke atas dahan lalu menariknya sehingga tangan aku terangkat ke atas sepenuhnya. Kaki aku pula diikat secara mengangkang dan ditambat pada dua batang pokok. Suasana dingin membuatkan aku menggigil kesejukan sehingga putingku mulai timbul disebalik baju putih itu dan batangku mulai berdiri di celah kangkang. "Kau ingat lagi situasi seperti ini?", soal tuan aku secara tiba-tiba membuatkan aku terpinga-pinga. Satu das tamparan mengenai pipi aku lalu dia berkata lagi, "Dulu kau pernah bawa aku ke hutan dan kau seksa aku dengan teruk sekali, kau tak ingat?". Kata-kata itu terus membuka semula ingatan aku mengenai hari kejadian itu dan raut wajah aku mulai menunjukkan kerisauan. "Tengok muka kau aku dah dapat agak yang kau ingat lagi peristiwa itu", lalu dia ke pondok dan mengambil sebatang dahan yang agak tebal dan panjang, kemudian bebralik semula kepada aku yang terikat itu. "Malam ini adalah malam istimewa untuk kau sebagai balasan kepada penyeksaan yang kau lepaskan kepada aku. Malam ini adalah malam untuk aku lunaskan kesumat yang aku pendamkan selama ini", katanya lagi dengan wajah kepuasan sambil menuding batang kayu itu ke muka aku. Pada waktu itu, aku sangat ketakutan bercampur risau akan diri aku yang bakal dilanyak habis-habisan oleh tuan aku, beberapa kali juga aku merayu agar tidak menyeksaku kuat namun tidak diendahkannya.

'Bam', satu hayunan kayu tepat mengenai perut aku yang sedikit buncit itu membuatkan aku menjerit secara tiba-tiba, "Arghhh". 'Bam', satu lagi hayunan mengenai dada aku pula sehingga tekak aku sakit tersedak. Dua kesan pukulan sudah mula kelihatan dan sakitnya masih lagi tidak kebah rasanya. Belum sempat aku menarik nafas, beberapa pukulan pantas mula dilepaskan ke serata tubuh depanku membuatkan aku menggelupur kesakitan. "Arghhh, sakit tuan. Ampun, tuan. Arghhh arghhh sttt arghhh. Tolong tuan, anjing sakit, tuan. Arghhh erghhh", rayuku setiap kali aku dipukul dan dilunyaikan olehnya. "Rasakan anjing, hahaha. Puas hati aku dapat lunyaikan kau". "Arghhh arghhh. Sakit tuan. Ampun tuan. Arghhh erghhh arghhh". "Jeritlah kau sekuat hati, tiada siapa yang akan dapat tolong kau malam ini. Rasakan ini, anjing sial", lalu beberapa lagi pukulan aku rasai dan pedihnya semakin kuat kerana mengenai luka pukulan sebelum ini. Air mata aku sudah deras mengalir menahan sakit, badan aku sudah kuat menggigil menahan pedih, namun semua itu tidak dihiraukan olehnya dan pukulan demi pukulan tetap dihayunkan ke lenganku, dadaku, perutku dan malah juga kedua-dua pehaku. Habis kemerahan dan sedikit lebam penuh di sebalik baju dan seluar sukan putih aku yang sudah lencun dibasahi peluh. Batang kayu itu dilepaskan lalu dia mendekati aku dan meraba-raba dada dan perutku seperti mengurut agar rasa pedih itu hilang sedikit. Sedang elok dada aku dirabanya, dengan pantas kwdua-dua putingku dicubit lalu dipulas. Bagaikan terkena renjatan elektrik, aku meraung kesakitan dan menggelupur kuat tatkala puting yang dipulas itu ditarik juga. "Arghhh, puting anjing tuan. Sakit tuan, arghhh. Tolong tuan, sakit tuan. Arghhh arghhh", rayuku berkali-kali malah dtarik dengan lebih jauh sehingga terasa putingku sudah hampir tercabut. Melihat badan aku yang terikut ditarik, lalu dia teruskan menarik lagi sehingga kedua-dua puting aku terlepas dari cubitannya. "Arghhhhhhhhh arghhhhhh herghhhhhh", jeritku kuat dilepaskan menyamai kuatnya rasa pedih di putingku, malah tuan aku bergelak sakan melihat telatah aku itu.

Sejurus selepas itu, dia merobek-robek baju dan seluar aku sehingga tubuhku telanjang bulat memperlihatkan ketiak dan celah kangkangku. Lalu, badanku dipusingkan menghadap hutan belukar yang gelap itu dan 'bam', satu pukulan hinggap di bontot aku. Aku yang terkejut kerana tiada sebarang amaran aku dapatkan pun apa lagi mengeliat sakitlah selepas itu. 'Bam' 'bam' 'bam, pukulan demi pukulan saling berganti membelasah bontot aku yang sudah terasa hangat dan pedih itu. "Ampun tuan, tolong sakit, sa..sakit tu..tu..tuan. tolong hen..hentikan tua..tuan, arghhh arghhh ss..sa..sa..sakit to..tolong", jeritku dengan kuat sampaikan tekak aku seperti ingin terkeluar. Pukulan itu diganti dengan tamparan bertalu-talu dari tuan aku yang seronok menyeksaku. Berkemut-kemut bontotku menahan sakit yang teramat itu. Setelah itu, libasan itu beralih pula ke belakang badan aku dengan bertubi-tubi tanpa henti sehinggakan bunyi sesahan itu sangat kuat dan kawasan halaman pondok yang sunyi itu tidak lekang dipenuhinya, malah jeritanku juga sudah tenggelam tidak kedengaran. Satu jam tubuhku bagai cacing kepanasan, menggelupur cuba menahan diri daripada kesengsaraan dan penyeksaan teruk dari pemilik sah tubuhku ini. Lama-kelamaan, aku sudah terlalu penat dan lemah untuk bertindak balas terhadap setiap pukulan itu dan hanya pasrah sahaja diri ini dirosakkan sepenuhnya. Melihat badan aku yang sudah longlai di bawah dahan itu, lalu tuan aku menghentikan sebentar pukulan itu dan berehat di pondok itu seperti mengizinkan aku berehat sementara. Setelah beberapa minit berlalu, tuan aku pun bangkit menghampiri aku sambil membawa sebaldi air lalu disimbah kesemuanya ke badan aku. Terasa airnya sedikit masin, malah badan aku pula mula merasai kepedihan yang semakin kuat bagai disengat menyedarkan aku yang itu bukanlah air paip biasa tetapi air bancuhan garam. "Arghhh, babi sakit. Arghhh tolong. Ampun tuan, anjing betul-betul pedih tuan. Tolong anjing tuan, arghhh arghhh erghhh", jeritku yang tidak tertahan dengan kesakitan yang aku alami itu sehingga mencurah-curah air mataku mengalir ke pipi. Tidak menghiraukan rayuan aku, tuan aku mengikat pula pangkal batang dan telur aku dengan ketat dan diletakkan batu besar yang ada sebagai pemberat, maka melayutlah kulitku ke bawah ditarik batu itu. Manakala, putingku pula diapit dengan penyepit besi bergigi dan disambung juga pada batu itu. Terlihat biji putingku ditarik ke bawah meningkatkan lagi rasa merana aku pada waktu itu. Aku sudah tidak peduli dengan keadaan aku yang sudah serabai itu, aku tetap merayu padanya untuk menghentikan seksaan itu dan seperti biasa, dia malah menumbuk-numbuk dadaku tanpa henti. "Kalau kau nak aku hentikan hukuman ni, aku nak kau tegangkan batang kau sekarang. Aku bagi masa lima minit, kalau gagal, mati kau aku kerjakan, hahaha", gertaknya sambil menarik tali penyepit putingku. Selama lima minit itulah aku berusaha membangunkan batangku yang masih kendur itu sambik dilihat oleh tuan aku, macam-macam adegan yang aku bayangkan namun masih gagal tegakkan. "Masa dah tamat, nampaknya kau gagal ya, hehehe", perlinya lalu menggenggam kuat batangku dan mula mengusap-usap dari pangkal ke hujung dan berbalik ke pangkal lagi. Dari kendur, 'adik' aku mulai bangkit dan akhirnya tegak menegang bagai cendawan yang mengembang lebar. "Arghhh, sakit bodoh. Sakitlah sial. Arghh egrhh sakit, tolong arghhh", raungku yang sedang kesangapan itu menggelupur senak tatkala tuan aku menyebat batang aku secara tiba-tiba dengan akar halus yang dijumpainya. Bukan sekali tapi bertalu-talu libasan yang dilepaskan sehinggakan batangku penuh kemerahan. "Berani kau membabikan aku ya, anjing. Rasakan ni, hahaha", maka bertubi-tubilah akar kayu itu menghinggap batang dan telurku walaupun sudah kendur. Kadang-kala, dia juga sempat menyepak celah kangkang aku menambahkan lagi senak yang aku alami. 'Pap' 'pap' 'pap', libasan demi libasan dialihkan pula ke dada aku, bergetar-getarlah penyepit di putingku yang menunggu untuk tercabut. Semakin kuat libasan itu aku rasai dan akhirnya tercabutlah penyepit-penyepit itu jatuh ke tanah membuatkan aku meraung sakit sekuat hati. Dipasangnya semula sepit itu lalu disebat sekuatnya sehingga tercabut kembali beberapa kali sampaikan putingku kelebaman.

Pada malam itu, tubuhku betul-betul keletihan malah kaki aku juga sudah hilang kekuatan untuk berdiri tegak, hanya ikatan ditangan akunitu sahajalah yang menampung badanku. Libasan demi libasan diteruskan olehnya sudah tidak lagi aku rasai, seolah-olah badan aku sudah lali dengan seksaan itu. Mata aku juga sudah semakin kabur dan hanya menunduk ke bawah sahaja, terlihat air liurku mengalir jatuh ke tanah dari mulutku. Melihat keadaan aku yang sudah lunyai dibelasah teruk pada malam itu, dia pun menghentikan seksaan itu lalu meraba-raba badanku yang sudah agak kasar dek kerana luka-luka sebatan dan hentaman tadi. Ikatan di tangan, celah kangkang dan sepitan di putingku diperketat semula lalu dia pun bersuara, "Kau ingat seksaan kau dah berakhir? Silap besarlah. Malam ni tergantunglah kau dekat sini sampai esok ya. Pandai-pandailah kau nak hidup. Siap kau kalau kau lari, memang gambar-gambar kau ni semua aku sebarkan, hahaha", arahnya sambil menampar aku buat kali terakhir sebelum melangkah mematikan lampu di pondok itu lalu pergi dari sini dan hilang di sebalik belukar itu. "Tu..tuan, ja..ja..jangan ting..gal anj.. anjing dekat si.. sini. Am..ampu..punkan an..jing, tu..tu..tuan. Tu..tuan, tolong tu..tuan", jeritku lemah. Benarlah kata orang, setiap perbuatan pasti akan ada akibatnya. Kesengsaraan aku pada siang dan malam hari itu memang layak aku terima kerana telah membuat dosa padanya. "Jika penyeksaan ini adalah takdirku, aku pasrah menerimanya. Andai ini dapat melunaskan hutang aku padanya, aku sanggup harunginya. Aku adalah anjing tuan. Hukuman, keseksaan, kesakitan dan maruah aku yang hina ini adalah kehidupan aku kini dan kebebasanku adalah miliknya. Jika aku mati, matilah aku demi kegembiraan hatinya", bisikku di dalam hati yang rela ini. Dengan keletihan dan kelaparan yang aku alami pada malam itu, aku pun terlelap pengsan dalam posisi terikat sebegitu.

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The sunlight that penetrated the small holes in the wooden cover become dimmer. My body was tired from standing all that evening non-stop and my eyes were starting to get tired. My body, which was dry at the beginning, was drenched in sweat that was flowing all over my body. A few minutes have passed since I heard the faint call to prayer, it must have been Asar at that time. Even so, I'm still waiting and hoping that my master will release me again as soon as possible. It was so quiet in the well that I could hear footsteps approaching this place. The sound of wood being lifted came from above along with the light that began to shine in the well. I looked up and saw my master raising his hand on the wall of the well while looking at me with a sarcastic smile. "Good evening, my dog. Is it nice to rest in here? What, do you want to sit here again? That's fine, I'll visit you later tonight, okay bye", he said while throwing some stones and small twigs towards me. I who heard that continued to beg repeatedly to get out again from there. In fact, more and more small stones began to rain down on my body until I lowered my head so as not to hit my face., But I did not stop pleading with him. Not long after that, I felt the ties on my hands being pulled up and my body began to be dragged up, even the stone walls rubbed against my back, but I let it go because the more important thing was to get away from it.

As soon as I got to the top, he grabbed my hair tightly and pulled me until my body fell to the ground, then he pulled the rope again until I was dragged to the side of his house. Then, my master opened the water tap and splashed me hard, the dirt stuck to my body started sliding down until my body was completely clean. "You went to pray first inside, then crawled back to the front door, understand?", my master pointed out firmly. I quickly rushed inside and completed the necessary things and after that, I waited for my master at the door faithfully accompanied by the rumbling sound of my hungry stomach. Not long after, my master returned home and handed me a plastic bag after he got off his motorcycle. "You wear this now, then follow me", he said again. "Where to, sir?", I asked suddenly. Then, a strong slap hit my left cheek so that I turned to the right spontaneously. "Don't ask too many questions, mangy dog. Just follow, damn it", he said angrily. I felt like crying but I held it in and quickly put on the clothes I knew, yes that's the clothes I used to wear and was humiliated by my master in public. I started to think nonsense and was afraid of being humiliated again, but I still put it on quickly before he scolded me again. After that, we rode the motorcycle out of the village.

The dawn sky has already dimmed completely, but we still haven't reached the destination that we are heading to. From the main road to the red dirt road, from the flat road to the hilly road until there were no buildings along the way, only filled with thickly growing trees. Finally, my master stopped his motorcycle in a quiet place and pulled my neck chain to climb the nearby hillside until we arrived on flat land and could see under the light of the full moon, a small hut made of neatly arranged logs around it and dry leaves on his roof. I thought that my master was pulling me to the hut, but my guess was wrong because we were heading to a big tree nearby. With the connecting rope still attached to my hand binding rope, he threw it over the branch and pulled it until my hand was fully lifted up. My legs were tied crosswise and tied to two tree trunks. The cold atmosphere made me shiver from the cold until my nipples began to emerge behind the white shirt and my cock began to stand in the crotch gap. "Do you remember a situation like this?", asked my master suddenly making me dazed. One slap hit my cheek and he said again, "You used to take me to the forest and you tortured me very badly, don't you remember?". Those words made me remember of that day and my face began to afraid. "Look at your face, I can see that you still remember that day", then he went to the hut and took a rather thick and long branch, then turned back to me who was bound. "Tonight is a special night for you in return for the torture you unleashed on me. Tonight is the night for me to pay off the sadness I have been hiding all this time", he said again with a face of satisfaction while pointing the stick at my face. At that time, I was very scared mixed with worry about myself that my master would torture me to the fullest, I pleaded several times not to torture me too hard but he ignored me.

'Bam', a swing of the stick right on my beer belly, in which made me scream suddenly, "Arghhh". 'Bam', another swing hit my chest caused my throat choked. The two marks of the blow are already visible and the pain is still unbearable. Before I could catch my breath, several quick blows started to be unleashed all over my front body making me writhe in pain. "Arghhh, it hurts, sir. Forgive me, sir. Arghhh arghhh sttt arghhh. Please sir, I can't bear it, sir. Arghhh erghhh", I begged every time I was hit and weakened by him. "Serve you right, dog, hahaha. I'm glad I can make you suffer". "Arghhh arghhh. It hurts sir. Forgive me sir. Arghhh erghhh arghhh". "Scream as hard as you want, no one will be able to help you tonight. Feel this, you damn dog", then I felt a few more blows and the pain got stronger because of the wound from the previous blow. My tears were flowing fast and my body was shaking violently to resist the pain, but all that was ignored by him and blow after blow continued to be swung to my arms, my chest, my stomach and even both my thighs. More redness and a little full of bruises behind my sweat-soaked white shirt and sweatpants. The stick was put away and he approached me and groped my chest and stomach like a massage so that the pain would go away a little. While he was touching my chest, both of my nipples were quickly pinched and twisted. As if electrocuted, I howled in pain and thrashed loudly as the twisted nipple was pulled away as well. "Arghhh, dog's nipples. It hurts, arghhh. Please, sir, it hurts. Arghhh arghhh", I begged many times and he even pulled further until it felt like my nipples were about to be ripped off. Seeing my body being pulled, then he continued to pull again until both of my nipples were slipped from his pinch. "Arghhhhhhhhh arghhhhhh herghhhhhh", I screamed as loud as the pain in my nipples, even my master laughed at my pains.

Immediately after that, he tore off my shirt and pants until my body was completely naked showing my armpits and crotch. Then, my body was turned to face the dark bush and 'bam', a blow landed on my ass. I was surprised because I didn't get any warning and I was pain after that. 'Bam' 'bam' 'bam, blow after blow took turns hitting my ass which was already warm and painful. "Forgive me sir, please it hurts, sa..it hurts..that..sir. please hen..stop old..sir, arghhh arghhh ss..sa..sa..it hurts too..please", I screamed loudly. The blow was replaced by a heavy slap from my master who enjoyed torturing me. Wringing my ass to endure the extreme pain. After that, the blows moved to the back of my body continuously so that the sound of the blow was so loud that the quiet area of the hut's yard was filled with it, and even my screams were drowned out. For an hour my body was tortured, writhing trying to resist the misery and severe torture from the rightful owner of my body. Eventually, I was too tired and weak to react to each blow and just surrendered to being completely destroyed. Seeing my limp body under the branch, then my master stopped the blow for a while and rested in the hut as if allowing me to rest for a while. After a few minutes passed, my master got up and approached me carrying a bucket of water and splashed it all over my body. It felt like the water was a little salty, and even my body started to feel a pain as if it was being stung, making me realize that it was not ordinary tap water but water mixed with salt. "Arghhh, Its painful. Arghhh please. Forgive me, sir, dog is really painful sir. Please, sir dog, arghhh arghhh erghhh", I screamed, unable to hold back the pain I was experiencing until tears flowed down my cheeks. Ignoring my appeal, my master also tied the base of mydick and balls tightly and placed a large stone as a weight, then my skin was pulled by the stone. Meanwhile, my nipples were clamped with toothed iron clamps and also attached to the stone. Seeing my nipples being pulled down further increased my languor at that time. I didn't care about my messed up state, I kept pleading with him to stop the torture and as usual, he punched my chest non-stop. "If you want me to stop this punishment, I want you to make your cock tensed up now. I'll give you five minutes, if you fail, I'll kill you, hahaha", he snapped while pulling my nipple clamps. For five minutes I tried to wake up my sagging cock while imagine all kinds of scenes but still failed to erect. "Time is up, it looks like you've failed, hehehe", he said, then gripped my cock tightly and started stroking from the base to the tip and back to the base again. From sagging, my dick started to rise and finally stood upright like a mushroom that expanded wide. "Arghhh, it hurts stupid. It hurts so much. Arghh egrhh it hurts, please arghhh", my gasping roar was flabbergasted when my master whipped my manhood suddenly with a fine root he found. Not once, but many licks were done until my cock was full of redness. "How dare you calling  me stupid, dog. Feel this, hahaha", so the tree roots continued to attack my dick and balls even though they were slack. Sometimes, he also managed to kick my crotch to add to the pains I experienced. 'Pap' 'pap' 'pap', caress after caress was transferred to my chest, the pin vibrated in my nipple waiting to be pulled out. The whipping become more harder and finally the clamps were pulled out and fell to the ground making me howl in pain as hard as I could. He reattached the clip and then whipped it as hard as it could until it was pulled out again several times until my nipples were swollen.

That night, my body was really tired and even my legs had lost the strength to stand up straight, only the ties in the hands supported my body. I no longer felt the caress after caress by him, as if my body had give up on the torture. My eyes are getting blurry and I just look down, I see my saliva flowing down to the ground from my mouth. Seeing that I had been badly beaten that night, he stopped the torture and groped my body, which was already quite rough due to the wounds from the whipping and impact earlier. The tie on my hand, the crotch gap and the clip on my nipple were tightened again and he spoke, "You remember your torture is over? You made a big mistake. Tonight you hang around here until tomorrow. Be smart if you want to live. Don't dare to try to run away or I will viral your naked pictures, hahaha", he directed while slapping me for the last time before turning off the light in the hut and leaving here and disappearing behind the bush. "Ss... sir, do..do..don't leav... leave do... dog... here. Forgive... me, ss... sir. Please..sir", I shouted weakly. It's true what people say, every action will have consequences. My misery during the day and night that day is what I deserve because I have do wrong on him. "If this torture is my destiny, I accept it. If this can pay off my debt to him, I am willing to endure it. I am your dog. Punishment, bound, pain and my dirty dignity is my life now and my freedom is his right. If I die, I die for the joy of his heart", I whispered in this willing heart. With the fatigue and hunger that I experienced that night, I fell asleep in such a bound position.

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