Adegan Pertamaku

BAHASA MELAYU

Tatkala sinaran mentari mulai memancar dari sebalik bukit-bukau yang menghijau itu, aku pun bangkit dari tidur lalu menyiapkan diri untuk ke pusat peperiksaan akhir untuk menduduki ujian subjek terakhir bagi semester terakhir aku sebagai pelajar diploma. Setelah mengenakan baju kemeja putih dan seluar jeans hitam beserta kasut kasual hitam, aku pun terus melangkahkan kaki sambil mengimbas kembali apa yang telah diulang kaji semalam. Tiga jam masa yang diperuntukkan pada kami untuk ujian tersebut, memang berhempas pulaslah aku mencuba menjawab soalan-soalan itu. Setelah ujian berakhir, maka berakhirlah status aku sebagai pelajar diploma di universiti itu. Seperti biasa, kawan sekelas aku mengajak semua sekali untuk lepak di kafeteria kolej kediaman bersama-sama buat kalo terakhir sebelum berpisah. Aku pun turut sekali mengikut mereka ke sana. Borak-borak dan gelak-ketawa memenuhi ruang kafeteria itu, malah penuh hidangan di atas meja kami. Sebelum bersurai, kami pun berswagambar bersama-sama dan bersalam-salaman mengharapkan jodoh mempertemukan kami semula di masa hadapan. Sampai sahaja di bilik aku, aku terus melepaskan pakaian aku, hanya 'singlet' putih dan 'brief' putih sahaja yang tinggal, menutupi batang dan punggungku. Untungnya teman sebilik aku sudah pulang awal kerana peperiksaannya sudah tamat mingggu lepas. Dengan beralaskan tilam yang tidak bercadar, aku pun merebahkan badan aku yang kepenatan mentelaah malam semalam. Nasib baiklah aku sudah membersihkan bilik aku semalam walaupun aku akan balik pada petang esok. Tak tertahan penatnya tadi sampai masih terasa sehingga sekarang. Tanpa sedar, aku telah pun terlena sewaktu membelek-belek telefonku.

Azan Maghrib yang berkumandang di langit mengejutkan aku yang masih dibuai mimpi. Tak sedar masa berlalu dengan pantas padahal berasa seperti beberapa minit sahaja yang berlalu. Lantas, aku bangkit dan terus mengambil air sembahyang lalu mendirikan sembahyang. Setelah itu, aku terus membogelkan diri dan terus ke bilik air yang berada di sebelahan bilikku alang-alang tinggal aku sahaja yang masih mendiami rumah kolej itu. Aku yang malas ini hanya mengenakan semula 'singlet dan 'brief' putih tadi selepas mandi. Pakaian kegemaran aku, mestilah aku akan pakai selama yang boleh. Belum sempat aku menyarungkan 'brief' aku, beberapa ketukan berbunyi dari arah pintu bilik. Terus, aku buka dan terlihat susuk tubuh 'fit' yang aku kenal berdiri di hadapan aku. "Oh, kau Kim. Ingat siapalah tadi", kataku. Hakim pun terus duduk di katil aku dan melihat aku atas dan ke bawah. "Mentang-mentang dah tinggal seorang, berseksi kau malam ni, haha", gurau si Hakim padaku. "Haha, bukan selalu dapat macam ni". "Ada hal apa kau tiba-tiba datang?". "Saja, bosan pula aku dekat bilik, yang lain semua dah balik". "Awal betul dia orang balik. Engkau pula balik bila?". "Aku balik esok pagi, malas pula nak balik awal". Aku pun mula menghidupkan komputer ribaku di atas meja untuk aku layan filem malam ini. "Tutup sedikit 'brief' kau tu, jelas terpampang bonjolan dekat depan tu, haha", guraunya. "Haha, alah dengan kau je, malas aku nak tutup bagai", balasku. "Kalau kau perempuan ni, dah lama aku terkam. Geram tengok kau ni", sambil dia menyentuh, memicit otot lengan kanan aku. "Alah macam kau tak biasa pula sentuh-sentuh bagai. Bukannya aku tak tahu". "Alahai, kantoi pula. Kau ni tau-tau je kan, haha. Okay lah, aku gerak dulu. Maaf kacau kau malam-malam ni", geraknya ke pintu sambil menepuk punggungku. Sempat lagi dia bergurau.

Beberapa minit selepas Hakim keluar, satu pemberitahuan terpapar di skrin telefonku, terpampang nama 'Master Cute'. Dengan pantas, aku membuka mesej itu. "Woi anjing, mana kau?", soal tuan aku. "Ya tuan, anjing hadir tuan", balasku. "Kau dekat mana sekarang?". "Anjing dekat bilik tuan, woff woff". "Kau bogel sekarang, lepas itu hantar gambar bogel dekat aku, sekarang". "Baik tuan, menurut perintah, woff woff". Lantas, aku melepaskan pakaian aku malam lalu aku berswagambar dengan keadaan badanku dalam posisi berlutut sambil kedua-dua tanganku di angkat ke belakang kepala aku. Terpampang jelas tubuhku, ketiak aku yang berbulu tidak lebat dan batang hitamku yang diselebungi semak-samun bulu ari-ariku. Setelah di edit, aku pun menghantar gambar itu kepada tuan aku. "Bagus anjing aku, dasar batang hitam pendek. Maruah kau layak untuk aku hina, faham?". "Faham, tuan". "Kau tu anjing siapa?". "Anjing tuan Master Cute, tuan". "Bagus anjing sial. Sekarang aku nak kau sepit puting kau dan merangkak ke ruang tamu rumah kolej kau. Rakam sekali untuk aku tengok". "Ba... baik tuan", balasku dengan teragak-agak. Nasiblah yang lain sudah pulang. Aku mencapai sepit baju di almariku lalu menyepit kedua-dua putingku. Terasa sedikit pedih di putingku, tidak pernah aku lakukan seperti ini, selalunya aku hanya menggentel-gentel sahaja putingku kalau aku kesangapan. Setelah aku menyandarkan telefonku didinding di ruang tamu dan dalam mod rakam, aku pun mula merangkak dari bilikku ke ruang tamu lalu menghanrar rakaman itu padanya. "Terbaik anjing kurap aku ni. Kejap, aku nak buat panggilan video dengan kau", katanya, lalu deringan panggilan video darinya pun berbunyi dan terus aku mengangkatnya. Dia pun mula memberi arahan kepadaku melalui panggilan itu dengan menyuruh aku menyebat punggung aku dengan tali pinggang. 'Pap' 'pap' 'pap', bunyi sebatan yang menghinggap kulit ku memenuhi ruangan ruang tamu itu. Terus-berterusan aku menyebat punggungku dengan perasaan risau kalau-kalau bunyi itu didengari oleh orang yang berada di rumah berdekatan. "Kuat lagi, aku tak dengar", arahnya. Maka, makin kuatlah aku menyebat diriku yang semakin kepedihan dan kemerahan. Ada juga aku terhenti atau tersebat perlahan, apalagi murkalah tuan aku lalu disuruhnya kira semula sebatan. Kepedihan itu tak dapat aku bendungkan, beberapa titis air mata jantan sudah mula menitis. "Macam pondan lah kau anjing menangis", jerkahnya, lalu dia menghentikan sebatan itu. Terduduk aku menahan sakitnya punggungku yang mula kebiruan.

Seksaan tidak terhenti di situ, tuan kemudian mengarahkan aku untuk penyepit puting aku dengan penyepit baju yang telah diikat dengan tali rafia. Lalu, tali rafia itu diikat dengan pelbagai pemberat bermula dengan kasut sukan sehinggalah botol air bersaiz satu liter air penuh. Aku dipaksa untuk berdiri secara membongkok 45 darjah dan kaki dalam kedudukan mengangkang luas, lalu diperintahkan untuk menghayunkan pemberat-pemberat yang telah diikat dengan penyepit itu kiri ke kanan, depan ke belakang. Betapa sakit dan pedihnya puting aku ketika itu, malah kakiku mulai terketar-ketar menahan kesakitan. Kelihatan kedua-dua puting aku mulai layut ke bawah akibat pemberat itu. Beberapa kali aku memohon ampun dan meminta untuk menghentikannya, namun tidak diendahkan oleh tuan aku. 10 minit sudah berlalu namun seksaan aku itu masih berterusan dilaksanakan. 'Gedebup', botol air yang tergantung dari puting kiri aku jatuh melimpahkan air yang berada didalamnya Sakitnya saat penyepit itu terlepas membuatkan aku menjerit agak kuat lalu aku terduduk di lantai sambil tangan kanan aku mengurut-urut puting kiri aku yang sudah kemerahan bercampur kebiruan. Kedengaran suara ketawa tuan aku yang terbahak-bahak yang melihat secara langsung penyeksaan aku. "Sekarang kau tarik penyepit sebelah kanan tu sampai tercabut", arahnya. Dengan terketar-ketar, aku menarik penyepit itu perlahan-lahan. "Arghh sakit tuan, arrghh ampun tuan", jeritku kesakitan, namun juga tidak dihiraukan oleh tuan aku. Terlalu lama menarik menyebabkan aku dibentak oleh tuan aku supaya cepat. Semakin lama, penyepit itu semakin ke penghujung biji puting aku dan akhirnya tercabut juga. Dengan pantas, aku mengurut-urut puting itu nmun dilarang olehnya. Kemudian, aku diarahkan untuk duduk dalam posisi berlutut sambil kedua-dua tangan aku ke belakang kepala. Kedengaran bunyi tangkap layar, sepertinya tuan aku telah menangkap layar aku dalm posisi itu namun aku pasrahkan sahaja kerana kesakitan yang aku alami itu lebih aku fikirkan.

Kemudian, panggilan video itu ditamatkan, lalu muncul pemberitahuan dari aplikasi Whatsapp tuan aku. "Nah, aku dah tangkap layar gambar kau. Cantikkan, jelas nampak puting kau yang kebiruan tu, hahaha. Aku tahu kau ada akaun Twitter kan. Sekarang aku nak kau siar gambar kau ni dengan kapsyen yang terbaik dalam Twitter kau, faham? Tutup muka kau dalam gambar tu sebelum siar. Lepas tu, kau kongsi siaran kau dekat aku", arahnya. "Faham, tuan", jawabku dalam kepedihan. Dengan perasaan risau dan pasrah, aku pun menyiarkan gambar itu dalam akaun Twitterku. Tak ku sangka yang maruah aku telah dihina dan tubuhku yabg tanpa seurat benang itutelah ditayangkan ke khalayak umum. Amat memalukan perasaan aku ketika ini. Bertapa terhinanya aku rasa seperti maruah aku diinjak-injak oleh tuan aku. Namun, demi arahannya aku rela diperlakukan seperti itu.

M.N.A_97

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When the sun's rays began to shine from behind the green hills, I got up from sleep and prepared myself to go to the final exam room to sit the last subject test for my last semester as a diploma student. After putting on a white shirt and black jeans along with black casual shoes, I continued to walk while reviewing what I had studied yesterday. The three hours of time are given to us for the test, I struggled to answer the questions. After the test ended, my status as a diploma student at the university ended. As usual, my classmates invited everyone to hang out at the residential college cafeteria together for the last time before parting ways. I also followed them there too. Chatter and laughter filled the cafeteria space, even full of food on our table. Before parting ways, we took selfies together and shook hands hoping  we would meet again in the future. As soon as I got to my room, I continued to take off my clothes, only the white 'singlet' and the white 'brief' remained, covering my dick and back. Luckily my roommate had already back home early because her exam was over last week. With a mattress that was not covered, I laid down my body that was tired from studying last night. Luckily I had cleaned my room yesterday although I will be going back home tomorrow afternoon. I couldn't help but feel tired until now. Without realizing it, I had already fallen asleep while rummaging through my phone.

The Maghrib prayer call echoing in the sky surprised me who was still lulled by a dream. I didn't realize that time went by so fast even though it felt like only a few minutes had passed. Then, I got up and continued to take the ablution and perform the prayer. After that, I continued to undress and went to the bathroom next to my room as I was the only one still there in the college room. Then, I just put on the white singlet and brief after showering, which are my favorite clothes, I must wear them as long as I can. Before I had time to put on my 'brief', several knocks sounded from the direction of the room door. Then, I opened it and saw a 'fit' figure that I knew standing in front of me. "Oh, It's you Kim. ", I said. He sat on my bed and looked me up and down. "Wow, looking so sexy in that cloths, hahaha", he joked to me. "Haha, it's not always like this". "What's the matter that you suddenly came here?". "Its nothing, I'm just bored alone in my room, the others have all gone back". "Oh, they had gone back early. When are you going back home?". "I'll be going back home tomorrow morning, too lazy to go back early". I started turning on my laptop on the table so I could watch a movie tonight. "Cover your brief a little bit, there's clearly a bulge near the front, haha", he joked. "Haha, it's okay with you, I'm too lazy to cover it", I replied. "If you're a girl, i would grab you, so hot to watch, hahaha", while he touched, squeezing the muscles of my right arm. "It's like you're used to touching me like that. It's not like I don't know". "Oh my. You know about it too, haha. Okay, I am going back to my room. Sorry to disturb you tonight", he walked to the door while patting my buttock.

A few minutes after Hakim left, a notification appeared on my phone screen, with the name 'Master Cute' on it. Quickly, I opened the message. "Whoa dog, where are you?", asked my master. "Yes sir, dog is here sir", I replied. "Where are you now?". "Dog is in my room, woff woff". "You are naked now, then send me a nude picture, now". "Yes sir, as ordered, woff woff". Then, I took off my clothes last night and I took a selfie with my body in a kneeling position with both hands raised behind my head. My body is clearly displayed, my underarms which are not thickly hairy and my dark cock which is covered with a thick bush of hairs. After editing, I sent the picture to my master. "Good dog, such a dark short cock there. Your dignity is worthy of my contempt, understand?". "Understood, sir". "Whose dog are you?". "My master is Master Cute, sir". "Good damn dog. Now I want you to pinch your nipples and crawl into the living room of your college room. Record it once for me to see". "Okk... okay sir", I replied hesitantly. Luckily the others had already come home. I reached for a clothespin in my closet and pinched both my nipples. I felt a little pain in my nipples, I never do it like this, I usually just tickle my nipples when I'm horny. After I propped my phone against the wall in the living room and it was in recording mode, I crawled from my room into the living room and flashed the recording to him. "My best mange dog . Quick, I want to make a video call with you", he said, then the ringing of the video call from him rang and I immediately picked it up. He started giving me instructions through the call by telling me to whip my back with a belt. 'Pap' 'pap' 'pap', the sound of whipping hitting my skin filled the living room. I kept whipping my back with a feeling of worry that the sound would be heard by the people in the house nearby. "Louder, I can't hear", he said. So, the harder I whipped myself, the more painful and reddened I get. I also sometimes stopped or whipped slowly and that made my master got angry and told me to count the lashes again. It so painful, a few drops of tears had started to fall. "You are crying like a little girl, dog", he jerked, then he stopped the whipping. I sat down to hold back the pain in my back which was starting to turn blue.

The torture did not stop there, the master then ordered me to clamp my nipples with a clothespin that had been tied with a raffia string. Then, the raffia rope is tied with various weights starting with sports shoes up to a full liter water bottle. I was forced to stand with a 45-degree bend and legs in a wide straddle position, then ordered to swing the weights that had been tied with the clamp left to right, front to back. How sore and painful my nipples were at that time, even my legs began to shake from the pain. It looks like both of my nipples are starting to sag down due to the weight. Several times I begged for forgiveness and asked to stop it, but my master ignored it. 10 minutes have passed but my torture is still being carried out. 'Dummm', the water bottle that hanging from my left nipple fell and spilled the water in it. The pain when the clamp came off made me scream quite loudly and I sat on the floor while my right hand massaged my left nipple that are in reddish blue. I heard the loud laughter of my master who saw directly my torture. "Now you pull the clamp on the right until it comes off", he said. Trembling, I pulled the clamp slowly. "Arghh it hurts sir, arrghh sorry sir", I screamed in pain, but my master still ignored me. Taking too long caused me to be snapped by my master to hurry up. As time went on, the pin got closer to the end of my nipple and finally came off as well. Quickly, I massaged the nipple but was forbidden by him. Then, I was instructed to sit in a kneeling position with both my hands behind my head. I heard the sound of the screen being caught, it seemed that my master had screenshot me in that position but I just ignore it as the pain that i felt is killing me.

Then, the video call ended. After that, a notification appeared from my Whatsapp application. "Well, I took a screen shot of your picture. So beautiful, I can clearly see your blue nipples, hahaha. I know you have a Twitter account, right. Now I want you to post this picture of you with the best caption on your Twitter, understand? Cover your face in that picture before posting it. After that, you share your post with me", he directed. "Understood, sir", I answered in pain. With a feeling of worry and give up, I posted the picture on my Twitter account. I did not think that my dignity had been insulted and that my naked body had been shown to the public. I feel so ashamed right now. How humiliated I feel like my dignity is being trampled on by my master. However, for his instructions I was willing to be treated like that.

M.N.A_97